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I have a bunch of raw and angry poetry and prose from my miscarriage. Not sure if it's too personal to share.
Yes, I guess it's been a while since I posted here, huh? I was pregnant. I lost it. I was depressed. I still am, really. Sometimes this fuels creativity, but often it just blocks it by being the only thing that flashes through my mind.
I miss being artistic! Ish! It's not too late, is it? I'm now at the age where I can legally kill my brain with a certain liquid drug. And have so far been doing a good job of starting said killing of said brain with said drug. Yee.
Yes, I guess it's been a while since I posted here, huh? I was pregnant. I lost it. I was depressed. I still am, really. Sometimes this fuels creativity, but often it just blocks it by being the only thing that flashes through my mind.
I miss being artistic! Ish! It's not too late, is it? I'm now at the age where I can legally kill my brain with a certain liquid drug. And have so far been doing a good job of starting said killing of said brain with said drug. Yee.
I Only Do Stuff When I Can't
New idea: keep a journal. Write in it once a day. Minimal writing preferred. Keep it as drawing-centered as possible. If nothing else, SCRIBBLE in the damn thing. MUST DO SOMETHING EVERY DAY. Multi-media preferred but not necessary if time does not allow. If writing-centric, keep it artsy and poetic. Avoid simple list of day's events. But. . . Try to keep it relevant to the day's events and emotions.
I kind of suck at doing these kinds of things, but I'm going to force this on myself. Hell or high water.
Hopefully the pages will inspire me to make a bigger project down the road. SPRING BREAK IS COMING NEXT WEEK, so I'll have time if it does
I Found an AC Adapter!
And I am drawing again!
And finals are almost over!
Not that anyone cares.
It makes me super excited, though.
Beautiful Fall Scenery on Campus
. . . and my AC adapter is no where to be found.
I'm going to miss all the beauty.
GOD DAMN MY TENDENCY TO LOSE THINGS. D:
Geinus Solution
Doodle in class!
Wait, no, that's a BAD idea. But I have taken to it. Yep.
Stuff is in the scrapbook.
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